Since my last post, I would say my relationship didn't end up nicely. Yes, we broke up, in about 5-6 months long relationship, which is the longest I ever had in my life.
Why do this relationship ended? It's because I'm to abstract to be true and he couldn't handle it much longer.
abstract? what's that word about?
ab·stract (b-strkt, bstrkt)
1. Considered apart from concrete existence: an abstract concept.
2. Not applied or practical; theoretical. See Synonyms at theoretical.
3. Difficult to understand; abstruse: abstract philosophical problems.
4. Thought of or stated without reference to a specific instance: abstract words like truth and justice.
5. Impersonal, as in attitude or views.
6. Having an intellectual and affective artistic content that depends solely on intrinsic form rather than on narrative content or pictorial representation: abstract painting and sculpture.
(from http://www.thefreedictionary.com/abstract )
noted - I guess i will take number 3 as the reason
Yes, I'm not understandable in some way which makes 1 person, only 1, couldn't bare to stay uncomfortable around me. Which in contrary, this abstraction I have is , almost, the reason why people attracted to be my friend, to be close, to hang out with, and so on so on.
But in a relationship, said it was a point that could make the other person stay out from the other. Make excuses to not seeing each other. Breaking up, in some cases, "I couldn't understand a woman" -mostly they said.
Well, boys, it's not us that you couldn't understand, it's not us that being so complicated for what we thinks and what we want. It's just a matter of how you would see it in relax way so both of the girl and the boy could understand each other.
WORDS, we only need WORDS. Seriously. Not for fighting, just for noticing. A relationship turning on our radar to another person. That's intending us to know every inch of stories they had, their thoughts, what they need and what they want, conjoining together and meets the need, the most needs, BEING TOGETHER.
Why is it so hard to reach? How do we going to do this to make it worked out?
Experience is most needed.
Come , please hurry come my another journey