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8.30.2012

Stars - by Coins (me-Valdo)

So there was some night that I actually kind of bored with everything around me that time. So , I was making this song , with my friend Valdo.


I don't actually made the song, but I tried to be the vocalist, If you are curious with how it went, just click to where will it drive you straight to who ever responsible. haha kidding

enjoy Stars by Coins

A Cover Song

This was some night that i spent a totally wasting some activity around. We did some research and comes to this beautiful songs, and we strated to set our guitar on and start to sing along, then me, Randy, and Jessica start to make this recording, and with a help from a talent named Addo, we made this simple home recording , which I know, far from perfection, but we actually enjoy it, so ... we are hoping you could enjoy the song we cover too.  Let's listen to it. hahaha Thanks for your attention, if you willing to open it. Love y'all.



To Be With You (cover)

I climbed this hill watching so still
I took to the fears of all I held dear
But up on this height, a majestic sight
Flooded the skies
And how I could feel you near

Oh I could sail the world
Search through the darkest waters but
I'd never find
These golden eyes

I held the stars to light where you are
When your unfeigned heart called to me through the dark
Soaked in the sound that rose from the ground
There I could feel
I felt, I felt you near

Oh I could sail the world
Search through the darkest waters but
I'd never find
These golden eyes

Oh I'd wait for the seas to part
To be with you

Oh I could sail the world
Search through the darkest waters

Oh I could sail the world
Search through the darkest waters but
I'd never find
These golden eyes


(Thanks to Em for these lyrics)

[ These are To Be With You Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com/ ] 

8.28.2012

No Longer a Comfortable Environment

So, this is how I feel after I graduated from my 4years study in Bandung.

Feels like an ALIEN.

Yeah, an alien apart from my routinity in this city. This 4 years totally has done something for me and for my life, but in spite of what I have expected that I may want to spend more time here in this city, I'm actually want to move out from this city as soon as possible. But getting home in Jakarta, not being the other choice as well. So , where will I go after I move from this so-all-sudden-boring city?

A friend, I thought the idea of leaving them will actually makes me sad and want to go back to this city as soon as my work time's done by every Monday each week, turns out now I feel so not have anything to do here. The thought of having holiday every week (Tuesday to Thursday) will actually make me feel great having this kind of  -having work but not so much to stress about- life. It doesn't seems like what I have interpreted. I need something more, something new, something exciting to do with this new phase of life.

I can't be still, stuck in this environment where the other still moving so slow and not walking side by side with me. I'm totally driving to some different ways from anyone I know.

It sucks but I know I'll live. This is what I felt 4 years ago, when I just moved in this city, having new exciting way of life, living alone, having stranger passing your life, new firsts experience, and else and else. Yeah, changes, that is what I need to cope with.

Time, is all I need. Adapted to new kinds of thing, understanding the way of changes, be proud of who I am, and living free as I wanted to be.

The path is rough but there is life a head so, I won't hesitate to move on faster than anyone I love back there. They will eventually be there, even slowly, they will catch up if they really meant to be in your life. If they aren't, there is nothing to be sad about, new experience will trade the lost memories and be my new focus in the future.

Hoping for sure.

We grow and start to forget

Last Friday, there was a gathering from my Junior High School. I wasn't too excited to go there but because it held before Cynthia leave the country , again, I was sure I needed to attend it. So I did.

Before I went there, I wasted some times at the Pacific Place Mall because it near the venue where the reunion held, Pad 28 as i recall, i don't actually know the exact name , I only know the 'Pad' thing, not the 28 or what number that is. So , I went to PP mall after work and met with my friend Audi there. We talked much about simple thing and end up with hair style, which actually end up with Audi getting a hair cut the exact same night. We were talking about some edgy short girly style but the hairstylist did some 'I-don't-care-what-you-ask-I-want-to-cut-your-hair-the-way-I-want-it' cut to Audi's hair. So, I guess Audi still doing some adaptation to her new cut.

Anyways..

After companying Audi, I went straight to the cafe, and start to do some socializing with the old friends. Some of them I often seeing but lots of them I really , rarely, met. They were all change, some people turning fat, somepeople turning so slim i just can't realize who they were before they call out their names. And, me.. They really seems to overwhelm with my curly hair, still not so care that much wardrobe and the way I talk, look, and observe seemed not that comfortable for them, but I don't care. There still a few of them attracted to talk to me thou.

Still, I really felt so weird to be among them. So much of things that I don't actually remember were being the topic for our conversation. They can laugh so laud to each other, and I feel like a total stranger, sitting on the corner of the table, eating alone and only listening to their conversation. I really try to join them, but I just can't.

It was sad to feel that way, to people you actually grow old with, but , I know that was my fault, I don't really wanted to remembering my old friends. That is totally my bad.

I realized how precious a memory can be. And it is to late for me to bury some.
We are getting older and getting so much experience in live, but the past was not a thing to be forgotten, it is something to be remember so we know how we build our path to what we are today.

There's a lot of thing I regret in my past, but doesn't mean I don't wan't to know about it. I treasure it. And I will keep my memories alive for now on.

8.22.2012

new HAIR style

Yesterday I wasn't planning to do hair-doing at all, but then my sister invited me to join her to go for some creambath and else , I got carried away with my -curly hair-mission thingy. So I did, I got my hair curled at some hair stylist near my house.

When I got there, the people were actually talking with weird language, their language of hair style. They asked me "Mba mau kretong?" , and I was like What? But then I tried to get along with the conversation and made a long description of what I want to get for my hair to be done.

They called my name, they asked me to wash my hair and I follow the person to the chamber. This was the time I got so nervous, once they do it, I have to keep it calm and take what ever it would turns to. A big change! It has been awhile since I got my extreme look, I have been in this safe casual natural ordinary style for 2 years.

What makes me so damn wanted to have another extraordinary style was when there was this my so best senior friend amazed by my ordinary style and said "I can't stand to look at you so ordinary, I was missing you as the miring and so different you." And so I did think of it.

Is this different? Is this me?

It took me over almost 2 hours sitting on the chair with this rolls in my head covering by every piece of my hair and was washed with the curly chemical , which so hard to explain how hurt it taste in my skin, and reading to second book- Fifty Shade Darker- and waiting.. and waiting .. and waiting.

Till it's done!
Here it is, my new hair

I love it. Do you ?

Hahaha